Better year

Another year had passed, a new year has come. Welcome 2010!

2009 was a different year. It was the year i started out this blog. Though it has not reached 1 year but this is something to be remembered.

I am like any other blogger. But i am not good enough to earn via my blog. The purpose of me blogging is to remember simple and small stuff in the future. So to wife, aunt, grandma and old lady Bibiana in the future, happy reading all these memories.

2009 was also a year i do everything by my own, i moved to Ipoh by myself to work alone there. I faced all the problems and solved them myself. It was also a year that strengthen my relationship with Mr Ang. Despite all the troubles and failures that i faced, Mr Ang did not give up on me but loves me more.

2009 was the year i became financially independent and it is so hard to cope this life with such limited income. I believe i can do better and i will do better.

As what Kenny Sia said, 2009 was a good year, but 2010 will be a better year. This year, many things will change. I believe i will be “promoted” this year from a girlfriend to a wife. I am a very difficult person. I complained a lot since i moved into his house. He aware of it. I was touched with what he wrote in his Christmas card. He said he will try to be a better man for me. Who am i for him to be a better man? I am not a better person myself.

Today is Monday, which is the first working day for 2010. I am not feeling well. I had recurrent urinary tract infection 2 days back. This time around, it was awful. I had awful dysuria and hematuria. My urine was even concentrated and not clear. I figure it is due to tiredness and weak immunization. I just back from Singapore last Sunday and had to work on Monday.

Throughout the whole week, i could feel that i was exhausted. I thought the exhaustion will disappear once it hit weekend plus the holiday but i was wrong, damage was already done. My body immune was too low to fight against the low resistance bacteria that finally cause UTI. I saw a doctor for MC today. Something that the doctor said that makes me pondering. She said, with the recurrent, it would be better for me to investigate my urine to rule out kidney stones. I might be doing that at the nearby polyclinic.

I think what i had this time around been an acute one. Because it was progressive within 2 days only which also made me thought that it was still at mild stage. Thus i bought ural. Ural is electrolytes powder which you mix it with cold water then drink. It is tasteless and carbonated.

Dad and mum are quite concern about it and kept called since then. It is not that i want to trouble them. Every time when i face a health problem, i will consult my mum first because she is sort of my health consultant. I was quite surprised when daddy called me as well and asked me if i am getting better or not. I love them both for making me felt loved.

lets face the new year optimistically, happily, with power, no fear and with wisdom.