Scarriest Thing

Being a woman at my age and working in a gynecologist and obstetrics clinic, personally, there is nothing scarier than the news of "I am so sorry ma'am, you are unable to get pregnant anyhow." Well, it might seem not as scary from the outside, but if i were to hear this news, i would immediately break down ad cry. I can't imagine myself being all alone with my husband only, without any children to miss, to play, to call or to scold at. I know, i know, I am traditional, typical and boring type of girl. But who cares what do you think! As long as i am happy. Yay. So yes baby, i am happy to be with you and i will be glad and grateful to bear your kids. But now is not the right timing.

I went to church yesterday. I love the praising moment because the song leader and the musician are great. Normally, there will be a drummer (always played by youngsters), acoustic guitarist, base guitarist, electronic guitarist, and a pianist. Yesterday's electric and base guitarist and pianist were awesome.They are aunties and uncles in their fifties. Their facial expressions were very serious but they played good music. If you just listen to the musics without looking at them, you won't be able to tell who were playing. They were as good as the others. The only difference between them and the youngsters is they were too serious to play until they were unable to sing out loud the songs. It was really funny, i was laughing throughout the section but i admire them. Thank you Lord for giving them such talents regardless their age.

Yesterday was Mother's day, so HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mummies in the world. To my mum only, "Mummy i love you, muaks!"