I am jaded. I am tired, jaded, cranky and impatient since the last 2 weeks. I mean it and i know Tania knows it very clear. Thanks Tania, for putting it up with me and i am really sorry if it made you feel bad. I think you’ll understand because we are all women! Just want to let you know, it was nice having you around. It will be part of my memory that i won’t erase.
I love my job, but 6 days a week, 9am to 6 pm on week days, and 9 to 4 on Saturday, this is too much at the moment. I need to take some break and i thank Mr Ang for the August trip to Fraser Hill. I really need the break. Yeap, He is going to bring me to have a 2-day trip to a very peaceful and quiet place called Fraser Hill. I’m looking forward to it. I believe everyone needs to get out once in a while. This does not mean i resent my job. I just want to get some fresh air and want to breathe.
When i was in the church this morning, i was touched by God’s work. A stranger, Indian lady sat close to me and said some honey with warm water will make my throat feel better and less cough. God is so wonderful, just when you think that the world is giving up on you, He’ll morally support you indirectly. That, even though i am at a place with not close friends and relatives, He is still watching you closely and never let me be alone.
Oh, next week Thursday is Chinese festival Dumpling Day. I've ordered some dumplings. haha, too bad can't share with Ummi, because they are not pork-free. Sorry Mi, next time k? Next time, I'll make some pork-free dumpling for you!
I always want to make my own dumpling. I found that cooking makes me relieved and it get rid of my sorrow. I still remember that mummy only did dumpling once in her life. I feel grateful and happy because i helped my mum with the dumplings. It was one of the unforgettable memories. But mum is not a DIY person. She is afraid of troublesomeness. She rather buy it or better still, don't eat la. yep, that's my mum, easy going. She'll say, without dumpling, you won't die! Then, she'll ask us go and buy other stuff to eat, just to cover our cravings. On the other hand, Grandma made the best red bean dumplings ever. She always made them for us and she'll make a lot. Because it was made of red beans instead of meat, it can be kept long in the fridge. I miss Grandma's dumpling. I believe Jia feels the same because she is the one who consume most of them.
